May 15, 2009

a non-functioning graduate?

1) i think i've been staring at a computer for way too long today and yesterday. but, engagement pictures are DONE DONE DONE. and the process of cleaning out my computer and facebook has begun.

2) tv has been my friend as of late. why? season finales + kris allen. enough said.

3) my emotions have been on a roller coaster. exhaustion is setting in. so is the feeling of being absolutely unprepared for what's ahead. kamp and institute and finances and friends and transitioning and relationships.

today's the day my life begins. today i become a citizen of the world. today i become a grown up. today i become accountable to someone other than myself and my parents. accountable for more than my grades. today i become accountable to the world. to the future. to all the possibilities that life has to offer. starting today, my job is to show up wide eyed and willing and ready. for what, i don't know. for anything. for everything. to take on life. to take on love. to take on the responsibility and possibility. today, my friends, our lives begin. and, i for one can't wait.

prayer would be great.

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