deciphering me.

abbreviated into bullet points (a favorite of mine):

• i feel like i'm long overdue for an entry of some sort.
• this is my last semester of college & i am excited.
• i have a suspicion this semester is going to look like nothing i've seen before.
  
• i want to learn to be & breathe, rather than be defined by what i do.
• change is always good at the end--going through it is challenging.
• praying for trust is a daily discipline i'm working towards.
• i'm learning that i'm not beyond the healing of the Lord.
• i want my wounds to turn into scars, a beautiful reminder of life lived.
• happy endings in movies make me cry more than my own life does. weird.
• there is no love in bitterness. i want to understand forgiveness.
  
• i'm looking at k-institute, teach for america, & teach overseas for post-may.
• i have enjoyed jimmy needham, matthew west, & brandon heath a lot lately.
• nomadic tendencies are quite intense; a shame that my car cannot handle it.
• who isn't engaged? who isn't married? really.
• i love weddings & truly believe there isn't such a thing as a bad wedding.
  
• the winter season/weather and i are in a feud. it's a losing cause for me.
• i'm going to oklahoma city for a wedding/camp reunion/OBU frolick.
  
• the Lord is stretching my horizons to show me a larger purpose.
• i want to be still. i want to listen for a whisper through the noise or silence.
• stop the world now. go big or go home. live blessed.